Friday, April 16, 2010
Saturday @ 9:20 PM
OK you wanna talk things out right? Lets talk !
So you are talking about what you feel? Let me tell you how i feel...
You are always going against me...like the last sentence...yes I'm saying about you...but is just only one sentence leh? also not 1 post. Some other blog...i think you know whos blog that type about you...i know its about you but why you can pretend its not you? I did not tell you its you cause i thought you will find out after reading it...and i JUST only type out one sentence and you have to type out one post saying about me? You not going against me...then is what? I admit that...sometimes you are just being too sensitive about what negatives things people type at blog or twitter or whatever fucking place/website blah blah blah...you will think its you its you its you the whole time...I purposely did not type out what had happen at the traffic light because i think...its over already what? u already scolded us so what for still type out to create trouble?
Since you already type out about yesterday things...then lai lor...i also type out.
You should know we are waiting for somebody at first...but you yourself walk and walk and walk...i don't know u chasing who but u just walk and walk and walk yourself....amirul told us that u called him and say all of us never pick up ur call...at that time i already know you are going to scream and scold us...i said "reach there, she confirm scold one" YEA I'm right...reached there you actually scream and scold us....i know you very angry when you call us and we never pick up...but why cant you speak properly? must you really scold and scream at us in front of public? Cant you just say " you all never feel vibration arh? i call all of you never pick up" Don't you think this is better? Why must you scream and scold at us and this is not the first time you had done this...
Another thing was....Wednesday rehearsal....you asked me to play the cymbal...I'm alright...i played...and finish playing...you come scold me again? what the fuck i do wrong? i did not look at the lion when i playing cymbal...i did not played wrong any beat you played? I did not even drop the cymbal...And you just come and scold me? For what? after scolding.... you told me actually was ****** fault? Are you mad or what? After scolding me then say actually is other people fault? You never care how people feel when they kena scold for nothing? Is like...making the people fucking angry....1000 times angry lehhh....do you like people to accuse you even though is not your fault? obviously no right? duhhhhhhhh
Back to the video posted at face book....i did not even comment a single thing...all i comment was " hahaha doo doo be dooo " blah blah blah....but you send me the message...OK fine..i replied sorry...i was sick at that moment...totally blurr...but after that i realise why am i saying sorry even though i did not do wrong? is like I'm so dumb by saying sorry....if i like...some other people call other people dog or scold scold scold at the comment...OK i will apologise la...and now i should just say...serve you right? go and tagged unwanted people at the video....
Don't always say love me love me love me....you never care for how i feel? Scold me for nothing? Must you really use scold to solve your problem? You got see i scold you before a not? I scold also play play and you should know i scold you is just for fun? You should know i don't scold own friend de mah...right? yes! Outside you can see that I'm very happy....but inside sometimes I'm really really very angry...i don't wanna say out cause i really don't want have any problem till the end of the year...what i want now is to remain like this...you tell me things and i tell you things...
Last but not least....your attitude make me wanna change my " care-ness " % towards you...no such word? but I'm sure you understand....
BYE! and as u said...you type out what you feel...i type out what i feel...not finding problems!
